its e end of exams! yeah! finally... hmm..feel like blogging a really long entry..but yeah, got to shift my stuff soon..so better chop chop. actually, i have so many things to say..but somehow..i duno where to start from. ok..this sem. yr2 sem2. i did so so many things, that i really duno where to start from! haha! since exams ended, caught up with frens and stuff. met up with lingwei. yupz. nice time out. was just thinking..hmm..i had committed so much time, effort to hall. at the end of it all..has it been worthwhile? well. all i can say is " no regrets" it was 2 years well spent. if i had not stayed in hall, i m sure that i ll sure still join many activities in NUS. yeah. i m super hyper-active. i cant seem to be able to keep myself free. i love to be busy. heh. funny sia. ok, was just going thru sem by sem in my head. and i concluded that my worst sem was sem3. i was heartbroken. heh. one of the reasons why i didnt want to have a blog was cause i guess the only thing i ll blog about is my heart-brokeness. ok. so this entry will be about my heart-brokeness. i fell totally..madly with this guy. MR E. heh. still remember vividly that he was the counselor who brought me to my rm on my first dae here. heh. i was thinking..not bad..haha! " cute guy" spotted. then there was orientation and stuff. but we only got to know each other better during the hols. and that was when..i tot he was super nice. i mean..like my Mr Perfect. he can be pretty dumb and stuff..haha..but i was just attracted to his kind of stupid-ness. the attraction lasted for a bit too long. so after the hols ended...still kept in rather close contact. took identitical module. Thursdaes...were good. it was my fav dae of the week. I love going lecture with him. i wun listen to the lecturer. we will just yak away. surprisingly, i even got an A for this module. sometimes, i really miss those times. I love to ride on his bike. hmm..i tot it was really nice. riding his bike on my 20th bdae. and it was his first time riding his new bike too. sweet. I love to see him do stupid stunts. like taking my pen and poking into his nose. sticking a paper on his forehead for 10 mins thru lecture. I love e way he comes up with dumb jokes. especially those about him de-boning his chicken. heh. well. to keep in short. he got himself a girlfriend in oct of this sem. yupz. i was heartbroken. still remember myeslf sobbing my heart out in roo's rm. thanks for the comforting presence. roo told me to cry. cause i was really trying to control. i hate to lose control. and she said that after crying, i ll feel better. and i did. i just let those tears fall....hah.. still remember clearly. she promised me to keep it a secret. and she did. brr...i think is the 1st time i cry over a boy lo..*LOL* but i felt good after that. after this, it was followed by a few more months of depression. some sort of depression. i mean things were as normal. but i felt really bad. i hate to see them together. but ya.. eventually... i got over it. and now we are good friends. we meet up whenever its one of our frens bdae. he will pop by and scare the shit out of me. i ll pop by and scare the shit out of him. the first guy i liked since i started my varsity life. some dae ago, someone asked me. will i accept him if he asks me ? * haha..i doubt he will..* heh.. but yeah, i think i said yupz. *foolish girl* :D
